I am an extreme advocate for those who contemplate suicide. DON’T DO IT. It’s not worth it. Think of all the people who would be hurt if you made that choice. You may think no one cares about you, no one would even notice if you were gone, that they would be happy without you there….its not true. You’re talking yourself into it and its not a good thing. So many people care about you and love you and cherish the memories you have/had/will make with them. If you make the choice you will never know you’re future. Yeah, the future is a scary thing but you’re not the only one thinking that. You’re not alone. You may be famous, and never know it. You may be rich, and never know it. You may find the person you want to be with for the rest of your life who accepts your flaws and differences and start a family, and never know it. There are so many things you will miss out on, its not worth it. You are beautiful in your own way. You are unique, there’s no one else like you and that’s because no one would be able to be you as well as you can. You may be at a rough point in your life….someone close to you has passed, a breakup, a disconnect with a close friend, college starting, high school starting, an unexpected pregnancy, anything. No matter what you’re going through you are not alone. There are so many people you can talk to, so many people that care about you and just want to help. Don’t think it is too late to save yourself because you pushed people away…they are still there.
And don’t listen to people who say you are selfish for thinking about suicide, they have no idea what you’re going through. No one does. Fuck them. They are the ignorant people you don’t need to be around. Find the people who will surround you and love you through it all and you may think no one’s there but I promise they are out there waiting for you to ask for help.